Misery

I am so miserable… but I don’t want to be miserable anymore. I want to be beyond this, over this, finished with this, complete with the nausea.

I hand everything over to God and to Mary, for I do not know what to do myself at this point. I’m so sick of this, I don’t want to suffer it anymore, but I still want the result of it. I still want our children to be healthy and well and with us in real life. I just don’t want to do this suffering anymore.

So, I pray.

Our father, who art in Heaven, hallowed be thy name. Thy kingdom come. Thy will be done on Earth as it is in Heaven. Give us this day out daily bread and forgive us our trespasses as we forgive those who trespass against us. And lead us not into temptation, but deliver us from Evil. Amen.

Hail Mary, full of Grace, the Lord is with thee. Blessed art thou amongst women, and blessed is the Fruit of thy womb, Jesus. Holy Mary, Mother of God, pray for us, sinners, now and at the hour of our death. Amen.

Glory be to the Father and to the Son and to the Holy Spirit as it was in the beginning, is now, and ever shall be, world without end. Amen.

St. Jude, pray for us. St. Giuseppe da Copertino, pray for us. Holy Mary, Mother of God, pray for us. Amen.

Post-a-day 2024