I spent most of today feeling rather dreadful. The nausea, the explosive diarrhea, the physical discomfort of that and organs being pushed… all added up for a very tough day for me today. I did get some things done when I got home this evening, and I’m quite grateful for all of that. But the feeling good enough to do things was a short stint, and then I fell back into nausea and slight misery.
So, I go to sleep now, having made important progress, but feeling terrible. And also feeling like I’m still so far behind on it all.
God, help me to see clearly your next step for me and to take it comfortably and confidently. Keep me and the baby and my husband and my family safe, please. Make us well and whole. Help us to sleep well each night, please. In your name, I pray. Amen.
Post-a-day 2024