Had a meeting to start the day today. It didn’t go well for the start. I actually got practical info for the second part of it, which was helpful. However, I still think they’re trying to fire me. The person got nasty with me a few times, which was not cool. I mostly kept my cool very well and spoke clearly and precisely almost the whole time. “Keep it in black and white,” I was coached beforehand and again afterward. People tend to avoid that, but it truly is the necessary place for workability and integrity. ‘You say this about me. Please, define what makes me so. What specific aspects of my actions determined that analysis?’ We went through several versions of this question on different topics, and the person almost never would give an answer. Lots of evasion.
It was very frustrating how much this person doesn’t care about supporting me at all, though kept claiming a desire to do just that. Hypocrisy can be tough to be around, and it’s even harder to be in the receiving end of a lot of negativity that is directly tied to the hypocrisy.
Anyway, moving onto the next day.
God, thank you for the confidence and ease within myself today. Please, continue to guide me clearly. Help me to see with confidence and comfort my next step in fulfilling your will in my life. Keep my husband safe, please. Make me and the baby well, truly well. In your name, I pray. Amen.
Post-a-day 2024
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