Stress

Tonight, I found myself screaming because of my baby and then screaming because of my husband. I was not okay, and I am not okay. And it hurts so much to be so horrible towards them, I feel all the worse. I’m really not sure what to do at this point. My limits have been hit in so many levels, I can barely function. And I’m supposed to be hosting a brunch in a day and a half. And no, I don’t have any help to prepare the house or any food for it.

Meanwhile, I need to pee so I can go to sleep, but my child has fallen asleep on my arm, and I’m desirous that I not wake her… so, I’m avoiding moving, even though I have to move if I want to go to sleep. I also need to check on my husband and make sure he’s okay. And set his alarms and mine.

Post-a-day 2025