I am struggling more than ever right now to function. My husband is so close to having his hours and to being… well, my husband again, that I am having a hard time focusing. I am beyond exhausted, and I happened to get sick the last week, too, which just added to it all. I am supposed to be arranging the baby’s birthday party while also keeping house and taking good care of the baby and of myself. Spoiler alert: All of these things are suffering right now. I think I just need to go back into the mental mode of not having my husband around for a while longer, as it might help me to reset and start being able to get some more things done. It is so close, I can barely stand it. And maybe it’s like a dog going nuts for a piece of meet it can see right in front of it. Out of sight, out of mind. And the sickness has really drained me energetically (physically), and that has had a big negative effect on my capacities for the day. But the combination of slowly healing from that and mentally resetting about being on my own for a while longer should do some good for us.
God, guide us, please, heal us, and keep us safe. In your name, I pray. Amen.
Post-a-day 2026
hannah ananas 