I am just overstimulated and too effing tired. I need a break from the constant strain on me and my body and my mind. It feels like half of my energy every day goes into an effort not to break down crying most of the day.
And I am immensely lonely and feeling quite worthless and weak and ugly, and also like a terrible parent. Everyone has feedback for me, but all I really need is to sleep and rest and eat some decent food and breathe a little bit every once in a while, and I might not be a mere step from breakdown all day, every day.
Post-a-day 2026
hannah ananas 