Author: hannah.ananas

We had our first meeting last night. It feels real now. Our first event is next month. It has felt like ages away for so long, and suddenly feels just around the corner (though it is still over a month away haha). I am excited for it.

I also am hoping I can find people who genuinely want to participate in our fundraiser clay shoot in January and who will sign up and do it for the foreseeable future. It’s both an awesomely fun event and incredibly helpful for the scholarships and all that we give out to kids every year. So, very win-win.

But we shall see!

God, help us to see clearly and to pursue fully your will in our lives. In your name, I pray. Amen.

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Work was still hard. Quite hard today, in fact. But the meeting tonight for rodeo was very nice. I got to see a handful of people I had been missing, and many folks got to realize that I am very much pregnant, several wishing us congratulations directly. That was very nice. And an awesome bit was that one person on the committee confirmed that he and his wife will pass on the majority of their baby’s newborn clothes to us. So, yippee! Yay! They and the other new dad on the committee who was talking with us are all about saving money, accepting hand-me-downs, and handing on unneeded things to others. It felt really good to be in the conversation with others who feel so similarly to how I have felt about everything. And it also felt great to have it confirmed aloud that we’ll get some baby boy clothes.

Phew.

And it was a good time as a whole at the meeting.

Thank you, God, for such a nice end to a very hard day. Help me to be well and to do well for the rest of the week. Grant me good sleep each night, please. Make me and the baby well, and keep us safe. And keep my husband safe, too, please. In your name, I pray. Amen.

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Well, totally was quite rough and tough. Not only did I have a very difficult day, but a student ended up crying right at the end of the last class of the day, so I got to deal with that. Frankly, I just wanted to cry with her. But I knew she needed help, so I helped her how best I could. I asked if I had been too harsh or dismissive – that was very much something I could have done, today especially – but she had said just that she had missed the original instructions and so was embarrassed that she had done the whole thing wrong. I get that. I’d be embarrassed, too. But I would have asked the teacher for instructions directly, instead of trusting classmates who likely were gabbing during the instructions in the first place. Nonetheless, we got it sorted out and I let her correct it as homework, this time following the actual instructions for the assignment, and at no grade loss. She had clearly done work, but had learned a hard lesson of her classmates’ unreliability. At the end of it all, she said that it was also just a Tuesday, and that meant it was a tough day period. So, I felt a bit better bearing that, knowing that it wasn’t all on me that this poor dear was in terrible sobs for a few minutes.

Fair enough sentiment, though. I spent a whole chunk of my morning today absolutely sobbing, and working very hard not to puke because of the intense sobbing. Today was tough. Tough Tuesdays, perhaps. If I can get back to working out soon, I’ll be able to tie in tough workouts to help ease the other tough aspects.

God, help us to sleep well tonight and to awake rested tomorrow, ready and able to do your will. Guide us always clearly in your will and your ways. Make me and the baby well. Keep my husband safe, please. Help him to do his best and to be a good pilot. In your name, I pray. Amen.

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Well, no one came for that bed today, which has been a bummer. However, I still accomplished further things today. Especially laundry. That still felt good.

However, I’ve felt very lonely all afternoon and evening. I’ve also felt rather nauseous most of the afternoon and evening, too, which has made it all the worse.

::big sigh

God, help me to be well and to embrace your love and joy. Make me and the baby well and safe, please. Keep my husband safe, please. In your name, I pray. Amen.

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We got a lot done tonight. Bed dismantled and moved, safe moved (with help, of course), mattresses moved, beds put together, mattress placed atop, sheets washed, beds made. I am going to bed very satisfied with the accomplishments of today (not to mentioned the other stuff we accomplished and baby items I picked up from a friend who had many helpful free things to give us). Tomorrow is likely to have even more, given that someone is to pick up the former guest bed (ironically to become her guest bed, now that she’s having another baby). Things look great so far. More beauty to create tomorrow with accomplishments. And, even if they are very few, these were so significant and important to me, I still will go to bed satisfied tomorrow night.

Thank you, God, for these accomplishments and the help given within them. Thank you. Make us well, please, and keep my husband safe. In your name, I pray. Amen.

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I have one big cause-known bruise on my right knee, one big cause-unknown bruise on top of my left knee, and one swollen muscle across my whole left thigh that feels like a bruise but doesn’t seem to be technically, cause unknown.

Interesting week…

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Tonight, I made much progress. The extra desk is out of the office, the floor has been vacuumed, the other desk has been moved (along with all the other random stuff that needed to move that had to do with the desks), the rest of the floor has been vacuumed, and the fabric boxes from under our current bed have been stacked neatly in the current office, awaiting the arrival of our current bed tomorrow. At which point, I will clean our floor and open up our new and bigger mattress, so it can begin to expand.

Hopefully, the bed frame will arrive in the morning, so not can get set up right away, and the new mattress can go atop it from the start. But we shall see.

Thank you, God, for this immense progress tonight. Help me to approach the rest of this with ease and clarity. Make me and the baby well and safe, please. Keep my husband safe. Help us both to find ease, especially with one another and our home. Help us to create and establish a home that holds and heals us beautifully, and that inspires us and helps us to be our best selves, who you call us to be. In your name, I pray. Amen.

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I can hardly wait to be able to stay home for three days. It is a special holiday weekend, and I genuinely don’t care – I just want to rest and not have to be at school for a few days.

God, help me to be a good teacher to these girls. Help me to find joy in my work, as well as immense success. Grant me live in abundance, please. Help me to be who you call me to be. Keep my husband safe, please. Make me and the baby well and safe, please. In your name, I pray. Amen.

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I had something real that I wanted to share today on here. But the synapse pruning of pregnancy is very real. The other day, it felt like one was clipped while I was mid-sentence. I had a clear train of thought, and specific idea I was sharing, and I knew exactly what came next, which was about to flow off my tongue easily. And then, suddenly, the words had disappeared entirely, and I couldn’t even remember what sentence I was in the middle of saying. Not even the beginning that I had already and just said. None of it. It was just… poof! Gone.

So weird.

But I do get it. Must prepare for intense and high-rate learning. Just a shame to have the synapses pruned mid-thought. Because it was a good thought. ::big sigh

Thank you, God, for this blessing. Thank you for our midwife. Thank you for having my family meet her tonight and get along very well and easily with her. Thank you for your guidance. Please, continue to guide me clearly and lovingly. Make it always clear what your will is in my life, please, and help me to follow it with ease and grace. Make me and the baby well, please, and keep us both safe. Keep my husband safe, please. Make my family well and safe, too, please. In your name, I pray. Amen. Oh – P.S. Can we do January 11th, please? By your will, of course. In your name, I pray. Amen.

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Okay, people. Can we, please, stop scamming one another? We’re all out here working to find a way in life. We don’t need scams. And that ill-gotten money will condemn you at some point in life, and likely after it, too. So, let’s just not. We need to be working together, supporting one another, lifting each other up. Scams are the opposite of that. As Mamma in “Waterboy” would have said, “Scams are da debble!” But for real – they are his work.

Ugh(!).

God, help us to be kind and good, please. Free us of the works of the devil. Keep us safe and make us well. Help us always to follow your path and will in our lives. And keep my husband safe, please. In your name, I pray. Amen.

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