Author: hannah.ananas

Reunions

The friends who don’t do well with long-distance friendships, I’m always glad to see them when they come to town and remember me. Tonight was a night for that, and I’m so grateful it all worked out. I’m also very excited for the job my friend got while we were together – super cool job, and one that will have her back in Texas much more often than the past several years. So, not only proud of her for the job, but excited at the prospect of getting to see her more than once every couple years.

Thank you, God, for a great time this evening (and also tonight spending time with my husband). Keep us all safe, and grant us success in our work, always working to pursue and fulfill your will. Thank you for this life. In your name, I pray. Amen.

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Impressive

Today was the finals for the youth clay shoot that the rodeo hosts. My mom came and joined me to watch the kids shoot, and, by golly, these kids are impressive. Sure, some have tempers and others have varied emotional reactions to missing a clay they feel they should have been able to hit. But the amount of training that has to go into any level of natural talent for them to do what we saw them do today… that is dedication. Guns always make me nervous. Not a single moment today did I feel nervous being around the hundreds of shot guns these kids were handling and carrying around. They are capable and reliable regarding all things shooting, including safety.

And it’s all just really, really cool to see.

I am grateful to be a part of it, as well as a witness to it all. Thank you, God. Keep us all safe, please. In your name, I pray. Amen.

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And Saturdays…

… And Saturdays are for sex!

I mean, yeah…

I imagine, every day is a good day for sex, given the relationship is founded for such an act. But, after resting Friday night, Saturday is a great day to be super active and to exert much effort doing things one loves, right? Right. In married life, things can get away from folks, schedules can get busy, things can be pushed aside. So, keep it simple and easy to remember. Fridays are for rest and Saturdays are for sex. Saturday’s just about always a good day for married couples to have sex, so let’s go ahead and let them rely upon it, keep it in the books, put it on the weekly schedule. 😛

I know. I’m ridiculous. Thank you for noticing. 😛

God, help us to be well and to be in your image. Help us to lead the lives you long for us to lead. Help us to confess our sins often, that we be made whole more and more frequently in life, drawing ever closer to you and to the people you call us to be, our best selves. Thank you for this life and this opportunity. Help us always to honor you. Help me, also, always to honor and respect and also to serve my husband, helping him to be his best self, who you can him to be. And thank you, especially, for him in my life. Thank you, thank you, thank you. In your name, I pray. Amen.

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Courage

To me, courage is being afraid and doing what is needed anyway. Today, I had courage. And the meeting went really well. A couple very important things have now been both communicated and sorted out. There is space now to address a couple other minor things. And I feel incredibly heard, justified, and supported by my administration.

Thank you, administration. And thank you, God. Amen.

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Patience

Tomorrow, I have the meeting with the administrator to discuss both things that have not been appropriate and my future with the school. We shall see how it goes, of course, but I am a bit nervous. In a way, I want to be embraced and want not to be rejected. However, more than either of those, I just want to be clear as to my future with this school. If I get to stay here, I will be delighted. If I do not get to stay here, I eventually will be delighted by whatever comes up on my path. Whatever the case, I will be okay and I will be in God’s hands. I am just currently really struggling with this lack of clarity. When I have nothing clear towards which to work, I struggle to work. I know that knowing, whatever the direction, will make all the difference in helping me finish out this year strongly and effectively, both for me and for my students.

So, whether I’ll be crying in frustration at being rejected or feeling hopeful, I hope I get a clear answer tomorrow morning.

Dear God, I pray to speak the words that communicate my points effectively and appropriately. Help me to speak best to the listening tomorrow in the meeting, and help me to learn exactly what I need to know to proceed best in my work and in my life. Keep us safe and in your graces, please. Thank you for this life and your guidance. In your name, I pray. Amen.

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Improvements

It’s funny how today feels like a whole week later than yesterday, all because everything shifted. I have a game plan, and I put it into action fully today. I still have more to do, but major progress has been made. I am trusting God to guide me, and I am taking the strides I feel he is calling me to make.

Thank you, God, for this opportunity. Help me to embrace it fully and to pursue and fulfill fully your will. And keep us well and happy and safe and with you, please. In your name, I pray. Amen.

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Breakdown

Today has been a breakdown day. I had a couple extremely helpful conversations around the breakdown. As always, it takes a breakdown in order to have a breakthrough. Today has been no exception. I guess I have been needing this breakdown, because I seriously have been needing a breakthrough around my work. I think I have clear steps that I am excited to take tomorrow and onward.

Thank you God for this support in this opportunity. Help me to pursue exactly what you need me to pursue around my work. Show me clearly my next step, and I will trust you and take it. In your name, I pray. Amen.

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OCD

Having OCD really, really…, really sucks, sometimes.

But I am grateful to be married to a man who loves me so well and whom I love.

…

But OCD can just really suck.

God, help to heal me, please. Ease our communication struggles with one another, and help us to find comfortable and easy communication, especially on the hard moments with one another. Thank you for this man, my husband, and this opportunity to grow together and through and with you. In your name, I pray. Amen.

P.S., God. Would you make clear for me my next step regarding my work, please? I feel a change coming, but am unclear right now what specifically to do in the moment. Help me to see it clearly, so that I may do it, please. In your name, I pray. Amen.

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Oops…

Well, we were supposed to have a Texas flag that flew over the capitol building on our wedding day… only the will of God can make that happen now. My man will look into it to find out. God willing, he will get one. If not, I asked him to get one for the anniversary of the day we met. Not exactly the same, but still cool.

I was really looking forward to this for us. But it wasn’t my task to manage, and I forgot all about it until today. We shall see what happens, though. I trust that God will give us exactly what we need to be our best selves, and that is the ultimate goal.

God, thank you for this life. Help us to find the joy and fun and community pride that this small yet significant luxury offers to us. Help us always to pursue and fulfill your will. Thank you for my husband and his love and your love. In your name, I pray. Amen.

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