It is unreal to me how much of my life is kind of centered around aches and pains that I have. It’s as though, if I could just do the things to clear up these aches and pains, literally everything else would be immensely more doable and, even, enjoyable.
Yet the vicious cycle continues, keeping me from healing physically, and making it loads and loads more difficult to enjoy my daily life. I really don’t see myself ever looking at back this time of my life and being happy about it. I, most likely, will be sad that my time with our daughter at this age was so tampered with, one could say.
God, help us, please. In your name, I pray. Amen.
Silver lining: I got her to bed yet another half hour earlier tonight, despite her having slept super late today. Turns out, she didn’t nap today. Only just realized that. Haha. Glad she’s in bed now, so I can see about getting some decent sleep before she wakes me after a while. Ugh. Grateful to have her. Hate the circumstances around us these days.
Post-a-day 2026
