Weirdly, I ended up being very much okay traveling the other day. However, preparing to head home tomorrow, I have been hit with waves of intense anxiety about tomorrow. I even called my husband to have him help me calm down at one point, as I was starting to break down and cry. I think I planned things well in terms of being able to ease stress for myself, and I’m hoping that will help me tomorrow. But I think the anticipation right now is getting to me, all of the ‘I have to make sure I do this tomorrow’ stuff. Can’t pack my bag fully, because I’ll still have to use several things through tomorrow morning. The unfinished state of my packing is its own stress point of anxiety. Haha. Let alone all the other stuff, you know?
Anyway, off to sleep now.
God, help us to sleep well and effectively tonight. Grant us safe and fun and easy travel tomorrow, please. Help us be our best selves and to trust you easily. In your name, I pray. Amen.
Post-a-day 2026