Today, I cried multiple times. Some were at work, and some at home…, one even on the way home from work. I am very tired right now, but the pains and hurts and strains of today, the ones that activated the crying, have reminded me of my time hiking Mt. Fuji. It was painful, and annoyingly so, because I knew that I could do it, but so totally did not want to go through the hassle and pain that I knew would result by doing it. And so were the various situations today – annoyingly painful, because I knew that I could (and still know that I can) deal with the various situations and circumstances, and they weren’t necessarily necessary for my life to move forward, so I just didn’t want to have to deal with them all (or any of them, really). But I also knew/know that something useful awaits me, and will greet me upon my successful completion of dealing with the stuff. So, I cried some today and now I will deal some more.