Do you ever get all excited about doing something, and so do some research on the subject to see what others are currently doing for it, and then become utterly downtrodden about it, because what you find is so good that you kind of don’t even want to bother going for it yourself?
Yeah… I might be experiencing that right now with photography… rather than inspiring me, the awesomely successful work of others just makes me feel like I’ll never be good enough, and so why even bother trying?
I know there’s more to it than that – especially, but not only, the fact that no one will bring to the table quite what I will bring, and I never will bring to the table what anyone else brings, because we are all different people… and that is a good thing – it grows rather boring rather quickly when everyone does the same exact thing…
I think I just need to feel the depressiveness of this right now, so that I can let it all go by morning. 😛
Yep… that’s it.
Here’s to inspiration and self-confidence – huzzah!
(lolz! [genuinely laughing at myself right now for the huzzah – I love when I be me]) 😛