I’ve been contemplating the state of my room a lot lately… and I think I’ve come to the understanding that I am letting my fear determine what I do with it (or, in this case, what I do not do).
You see, I live in a space that could actually be set up in a really cool and awesome and self-expressive way… totally.
And yet, I still haven’t done that, and I’m kind of really far from it being that way.
And, every day on which I seem to have oodles of time to work on it, I just don’t do it.
I’m scared of having my room be that way, because I’m scared of being the person who has her roomy that way: totally awesome and comfortable and organized and spacious, yet artsy in a down-to-Earth and sometimes nerdy way… and cultured.
Like the beautiful Marianne Williamson quote says, I’m am frightened by my light, by how amazing I could be, can be.
And, by not doing anything about my room, I am letting that fear take over.
But avoidance is much easier than action, than taking on the real stuff.
So, the question now awaits my response: Will I take on this fear of my own greatness, and create my room to match the life I want to lead and can lead?