Well, I am extremely grateful that guy was willing, at least somewhat, to give me a bit of feedback on why he didn’t care to pursue anything at all with me anymore.
No, he never gave me a clear answer, but he did say somewhat that he was, in fact, interested in something on the dating and physical relationship side of things – you know, the side I had considered a non-option due to his having a girlfriend (the one who no longer existed, but I was unaware of that at first).
And so, I told him that I wished I’d known that sooner, as it would have made a big difference in everything for me, and that, oh, well…, too bad… let me know if you’d like to do a re-do… ::crying laughing emoji ::face palm emoji.
At that, I leave the situation comfortably.
Yes, I am still bummed at his not being straight with me and not really giving me a chance, once I did start to see where he stood.
Yet, I accept him for it all… I do not need to forgive him; just accept who and how he was… and I do, now.
This scenario and relationship are now complete for me, with all loose ends tied up.*
And I am grateful that I kept true to myself through this all.
Getting better all the time, you know?
Grateful for the strength and love that guides me forward with all of this stuff in life.
Thank you, God.
Now, who’s next in line?
Because I’m ready for the next round of being myself in the face of no agreement. 😀
*A joke that my Opa always shares with me came to mind just there… it’s how they would joke with one another as kids, playing with the literal meaning of the phrase used for ‘What’s wrong?’
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