There are lots and lots of ‘Who’d’a thunk?!’ going on in my life these days.
I have been contemplating even more, since not having my main source of income the past few months, my life and my career direction.
Where, how, and on how much money I live is somewhat baffling, when one considers where I was with things five years ago.
My long-time dream job became available recently, and I had the jarring reality check of discovering that it was no longer my dream job – who I am now is not the person who wanted that job. So, it’s kind of scary to re-evaluate and ask what my active dreams are now and for the near future, since all my previous goals are now invalid. 😂
I absolutely love who and how I am as a person, and I am extremely grateful for everything that has led me to my current point and has me continuing along such a beautiful path of pursuit in my life. It is just not where I would have thought things would go. At all. 😂
What’s more, the utter uncertainty of it all can be frightening at times…., but, perhaps, that is what courage is: to stand in a terrifying scenario and to forge on nonetheless, aiming for and working toward success in the pursuit…
So, perhaps, I am not being assured – or not absurd only – but courageous right now.
Perhaps I am absurdly courageous, full stop.
I think I’ll try on that cal for a while, and see what glories it produces, both mentally and in the physical life around me… it is likely to be quite the bit of adventure, I dare say….
Absurdly courageous… yes… yes, indeed.
Let’s do this. 😉