Why are we ever mean to others? Really, truly… why?
Can we go Taylor Swift on the situation, and have the cycle end right now?
I see potential in this, but are we brave enough? Is bravery even what it is that we need? Perhaps love is all we need. And not even in the cheesy way, but truly. Beatles it all the way, because all we need is love.
Post-a-day 2017
I don’t know what it is, but something has me unconcerned on the whole. I don’t quite have a place to live after this month. I don’t quite have a well-enough-paying job as of this week. I don’t have any health or dental insurance once I move back to Texas next month. And yet, here I am, trying to get myself worked up, because I am not already concerned about these things.
Why am I unconcerned? I don’t know. There is something in the air though, that tells me that everything is okay, everything will be perfect once I’m back home. So, I am trusting. I am keeping an open mind, and I am listening when things come up.
Let us see where this takes me next month… 🙂
Post-a-day 2017
How beautiful is this quote? I’m not sure if I spelled it all correctly, as I wrote it as I listened to the audiobook, and have therefore never seen how the names are spelled. Nonetheless, I find the idea beautiful. They were discussing Shakespeare. (Helmholz had decided he wanted to go somewhere dreary to live, so that he could write better.)
Post-a-day 2017
It is often terrifying to be open with people regarding very intimate things. Usually, though, the result of the openness is absolutely wonderful, often beyond expectations.
Tonight, after months of nervous waiting and somewhat avoidance, I finally asked a friend about something that had been driving me absolutely crazy, – it even played a decent role in my depression – and the resulting conversation was beautiful. Rather than the worst happening, and losing the foundations on which our friendship stood, as I had somehow feared, it feels now as though we are closer than ever, and ready for most any terrain (as opposed to just being on steady ground, where any change in the land would send everything rocking to a tumble and crumble). And, at long last, I am free of that dragging, straining haul of thoughts that had hassled me for so long. I have a headache, and I feel like I might have a fever, and yet I am in an easy happiness as I am going to bed right now. Life is sometimes terrifying, and that’s okay. Sometimes it just makes the next bit even better for the struggle it took to arrive there. So is tonight. 🙂
Post-a-day 2017
Today, I was incredibly happy to be where I was, ready to help out with the seminar where I was volunteering. I was doing my work, smiling gladly, when my secret crush walked in – and I couldn’t have been more ecstatic for the afternoon.
I couldn’t stop grinning hugely. Perhaps I was grinning like a fool, but I was a happy one, and I’m okay with that. : )
Post-a-day 2017
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